Monday, March 8, 2010

If I could…

I’d wish that time would stop. I don’t want to go back to the past… I don’t have any regrets, the choices I made makes me who I am today. I just want time to stop at that moment. Just stop and live enjoy it. Enjoy our halcyon days. But sadly, wishes don’t come true, well, not all the time. Time doesn’t stop. Time would move on, even if you didn’t. That’s how time is. We can’t change it. We just have to go with the flow. We have to move on.

Tell me, what’s with time? We spend most of our time thinking, waiting, rather then doing. How long are we going to wait? How long am I going to wait? What I longed for, will never happen. Maybe. I think I’ve given up on hope. Or maybe, hope has given up on me… Nah. I shouldn’t give up now. I know I shouldn’t. If I did, then I’d be a dreamer. Not an idealist. I have my dreams. I’ll just continue chasing them. Even if it’s so far away… I may have an occasional fall, but I’m sure, I’ll make it, someday… Hopefully.

Time, oh time. Why do we wait? How can our hearts be so content with waiting for others. Don’t you people ever get sick of waiting? I’m sick of it. Time, it seems as if you move slower when we wait. Is it because when we wait, we notice a great deal of detail? Quite possibly.

Humans are fools. When they are younger, they become slaves of emotion. As the grow older, they become slaves of money. Last, we become slaves of time. Just waiting… Waiting for our deaths. It’s gonna happen to all of us. The day that we wait for our deaths. Not for the ones who go earlier.

This shows that I shouldn’t wish for such things. Because such things would be a hindrance to everyone. If time would stop, then there’s no point in living. What’s the point of living in the same second, same minute, same year? Those halcyon days would mean nothing! Facing obstacles, that’s what we live for. That means, we should stop hoping for those dreams. Go realize them.

Like I’ve said so many times, anything is possible. And you’re probably thinking, ‘That’s easy for you to say, try doing it!’ Yes, I’m doing it. And I think I’ve stopped waiting now. I’m gonna make a move and do my part. I’m gonna make a difference. If I can help myself, I can help the world.

Good luck and goodbye.

PS. Sorry for the post. Like I said, I’ve been feeling a little under the weather.. And my brain isn’t working well for that. It’s like scrambled eggs.