I Comprehend.

Hahahahah. I'm going to burst out laughing. "I comprehend"!? What do I understand? NOTHING! That's the main reason why I made that as my header for this post.

Someone made me think about something. That someone made me think about a lot of stuff. But.. Does it matter? It's the same for everyone. Everyone has their own problems. If a solution may not be found, it'll be a failure. Failure in life is what drives us down. I comprehend.

When I think about it... What do I actually understand? I don't know nothing. I am nothing but a mere thirteen-year-old (not fourteen yet). If so, why do people ask me. Of all the people in the world... Why me?

Oh shoot. I forgot what I was going to say...

This will continue in the next post.

Au-revoir

What do we actually understand? ( SKIP THIS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR ME TALKING ABOUT CRAP! )

We're still children, in my opinion. What do we actually understand? Not yet an adult, not child, either. A teenager. Teenage years are one of the complex stages in life. This is where you learn a lot of new things. Also, this is the time you have to take things seriously to have a good future.

Now that I think about it, what do we understand? Most of you have said you're in love. Do you even know what love is? I think not. What most of you are feeling are affection. Who knows if you're in love or not. I know I don't. There's a few types of love in this world. I know I'm in love.

Yes, it may seem shocking to hear me say it. I'm in love. I'm intoxicated in love. Love of what? Love for people. Hah, you would probably saying... "Oh" by now. I love everyone. Have you ever actually heard me say I hate someone? No, I think not. Hate is such a strong word. I rather use the term... "Dislike". I don't hate. I dislike. I dislike some people because of certain qualities they posses. But does it matter much? No, it doesn't. You are who you are. You're special that way.

Do we actually understand what's life? Unless, we've been through a lot, we won't know that answer at a young age. But everyone's meaning of life differs from one person to another. Like your goal in life, they all have a special meaning. Let's say.... Your goal in life is your fuel. Your engine is the journey itself. Your meaning of life is the finishing point. To make it easier, you'll find the answer of life would most probably be at the verge of death. ( in some cases, never! Or maybe during hard times. )  Well, good luck in finding yours!

Next, do we understand living? I think not. Maybe most of you had probably thought of committing suicide. You can kill yourself if you want to. Do it. But you'll be losing a lot of things. Think about it, hope and hard work or failure and death? Which one would you choose? Would you leave it all just because of an exam, a teacher, homework or maybe a "love" problem. Everything can be solved if you put most of your hard work and effort into it. 

What's normal for us teenagers? You call this person weird. You call that person eccentric. You say I'm rather.. "Odd". Tell me, what's normal? Is anyone normal? IS EVERYONE SAME AS EVERYONE ELSE!? I don't want that to happen... They'd be like zombies if they do... And Zombies are scary. *tear* ( SURE, I USED TO BE A FAN OF THEM... But now.... I'm having nightmares of them. D: ) Let's face the fact that everyone is different. YEAH, REMEMBER KIDS. YOU'RE YOU. HE'S HE. SHE'S SHE. MARY'S MARY. JOHN'S JOHN. HANNA IS HANNA. ERIN IS ERIN. SOF IS SOF. LILY IS LILY. ( do excuse me. I was bored! )

OKAY, THAT'S IT FOR TODAY FOLKS. TUNE IN MORE OF LECRIMSONKING TO HEAR THESE RANDOM RAMBLES!

G'day darlin's.

:D

Hullo all.

Yes, HELLO.

HOW'S EVERYONE TODAY?

Are you all fineeeee?

Hello, I'm Erin/Fintastic/Finny and a whole buncha other names too. But I use those the most. So, how are you today?

Yes, my mind is completely blank! I have no idea what to say! HAHAHAHHAHH! WEIRD RIGHT? Well, not really. Lalalalalalal. So, this is my new blog! Welcome!

I made my address "Le Crimson King", most of you would probably wondering why! It's because..... Drum roll please! Wait, wait. Why would I use "crimson" if it isn't my favourite colour? Why not another colour? Then, why would I be using "King" if I'm a female? Why not something else?

Now it's your turn to play detective! 

GO FIND THE ANSWER!

If you find the answer, I gives yous a present! :D

SO BYE NOW.

A final goodbye.

This post is dedicated to my dear friend, one of my "brothers" who has left me.

My Point Of View; First Person

How long has it been since you've been gone?  Not that long, I'd say. But it feels like forever. Is it because of the reason you were so close and so dear to me? Maybe. I still remember how we became friends. It's a funny story, actually. Well, I think it is.

This first post is currently dedicated to you, my friend. 

You're lucky. Really, really lucky. I don't write for anyone...

Or do I?

Well, I still wrote it, write? That's the most important thing, amirite? For this post, I'll be putting formality aside. Seeing we have been acquaintances for so long.... Wait... Am I doing it again? Ahh! It doesn't matter. You did say you like me for who I am. Not for what I is trying to be. Hahahahah. To tell you the truth, I feel nervous to write this.

Back in the first year, I called you Hawaiian Boi. Seeing that you had just went to Hawaii and started talking Hawaiian all of a sudden. Well, it's kinda sad that you weren't there went I came back from Aussie, you coulda' heard my Aussie accent. That would have been fun.

Remember when you suddenly started talking like a wise old man? I said you were like my mother, but then, you said you were like a grandpa instead. A western granpa. *cough* Moar like eastern *cough*. Well, we had a lot of memories. I'm too lazy to write them all. But I were talking to you face to face, when we're elderly, I'd be all sentimental. Talking like a group of grannies in a sewing circle, like that! Yeah.

I had a terrible lost. Sure, there's a lot of other people who lost more then what I had. But it doesn't matter. That's how life is. "People come and go, but in the end, that's how life is." Because of that, I'll be saying my final goodbye to you, my friend.

Farewell.

Sincerely ,

Erin.